For you know when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So next time you feel anxious just remember to TAKE THE TIME TO PRAY.
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Thursday, April 26, 2012
Take your Time? PRAY ?
This one is not easy for me...So often I have found myself living in a world of anxiety, filled with fear, self doubt. Soon after our return from Haiti I learned that Jeremy and Bryan were working on a video I was asked to be part of. Even though I said yes I was so nervous about it. I was talking to a friend TJ about this. He said let me tell you something every time I get ready to sing I always get the same feeling in my stomach but you know what I learned I have to take time and pray. I don't think God puts us through struggles to give us pain instead I think he wants us to learn to be patient and remember it is all about him. So Thanks for that TJ. Tuesday I knew I was going to start my first night at Breakaway with our Sr high kids, the morning started with my Daughter in law Jess showing me how Jaxxyn was learning to sit & roll over. However, as the day went on I felt the anxious feeling once again so I left for church a little early I walked around for a bit and prayed felt a little better. I went down stairs to the Breakaway rooms and was reading the posters then Bryan came he took me up stairs to one of the fellas I Know and asked him to introduce me to his friends he did then they left, so I knew it was time for me to go chat to some of the kids I already knew then introduce myself to those I did not, I even got asked to play B-Ball with a few. Bryan introduced me as he opened up Leaders greeted me as well as a few new kids that I did not know. Great night! Great Kids! Wednesday Morning starts I'm all excited going to Hair Salon to get a new look. As I am there my mind starts to think about my Sister DonaRae who is going through a trial having some testing done. Even though I'm in a happy place showing the excitement of the new hair style I hear the voice inside my head thinking how my sister must feel so alone not having no faith to hold on to. I leave run some errands, get home start the routine of cleaning laundry all of a sudden I think oh no it's Wednesday I have a dinner to go to tonight. So in a panic I call my friend Donna ask her can we wear jeans to this restaurant, not sure never been there. As I'm looking for the Jeans and Shirt I want to wear I can't find them so I start fussing, complaining my 22 year old son comes home from work walks in to hear this behavior, he looks at me says really? Walks back upstairs. So now Donna text's me back ok first wrong Wednesday, that will be next week what's on your mind? So I shared with Donna what's going on with my sister. Donna tells me she will Pray for her. So now I feel like a fool and have to go say I'm sorry for the messed up behavior to my son. So we are sitting in the sun porch I tell him I'm sorry and he tells me It's okay but Mom you might want to think about things before you say things out loud were people can here you, when you tell someone one thing and then you behave or speak differently they call that being a hypocrite. At first I was ready , to justify my behavior, However if I did this I knew it would be wrong So I ate crow and once again told him your right son I'll try to remember to be more patient, pray and then speak or act upon something. I know that the test of trials is how God develops patients in us just like using a mussel if you don't use it weakness occurs if you use it then it strengthens. James 1-3 tells us...
For you know when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So next time you feel anxious just remember to TAKE THE TIME TO PRAY.
For you know when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So next time you feel anxious just remember to TAKE THE TIME TO PRAY.
Tuesday, April 24, 2012
Faith in the Hand of Honesty
Where does our faith go when we are struggling with our troubles? Do we feel that everything we have learned in our faith has slipped out the door and it's all gone in the wind? Or maybe even dare to say that we are angry at God in the midst of a really rough storm? Feeling that he has adbanded us? Remember Simon Peter, did he not three times deny our Lord before the Rooster even had a chance to crow in the morning. I can really relate to these things. So when we come out of the mist or the fog, do you see that it was Jesus that was trusting in us. I have to be honest here, many times I have said things were great when in all reality it was really bad, I hid, ran, even may have looked you in the face and said everything was "Fine" a word that has really been removed from my vocabulary as much as possible. In a recent change in my life I had to be HONEST with myself, I have no control over anything it is my Lord and Savior who controls it all. How awesome is that he give us a choice to be free. There are spiritual forces out there they can either lead us to truth or deciet. The choice is our's to make we can try to hide behind the scars or we can choose to remember that our Mighty King has the nail pierced hands and feet. So lets just be honest hold on to your Faith it will give you the truth that will lead us to freedom. If you choose to be sinful and not be honest it drags you into deciet. Then deciet leads to bondage. I ask you not to hide behind your scars, pain, hurts Just be honest and remember who has your back in the misty storms of Life. As I went through this change the closer I drew to Jesus the easier it was to accept the truth about myself. I am so greatful that while I struggled with my Faith for a few days and became honest with myself and my loved ones it was in the Hand of Jesus all along that I found true freedom.
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Heart Chaging
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Inspired
I am back from my Journey to Concord NC where i attened Inspired 09 and it's not the end it's just the beginning of a new Journey. I learned so much and made many new friends had a blast with Donna & Bill Downey!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Motivation
It only takes a spark of the Spirit to get me motivated. It's great to have such neat friends in the scrapping world that can do this just by sharing a little piece of who they are. Then there is my brothers and sisters in Christ that can give me another type of Motivation, with these combined I know I have great potential to grow everyday. It's smiles and laughter that we normally like to capture, but when a part of you is also filled with tears and sorrow I believe that too is also important to capture in our life, it's who we are and who we have become, what we are doing, where we are going, that gives others a tatse of what we are all about. As I share my journey I hope that I too can give someone a little bit of the spirit and motivation I feel. I am very proud of who I am and where I am at. I have had a whole new outlook on life in the last five years of my life and for that I have our Lord and Savior to thank for that it is walking his journey with him that has given me the strength to Live life as it is!!
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